i don't think that, when i've finally been able to settle down with someone, that i'll be sad over the loss of my freedom ;)

thanks for wanting to be my friend :)

he didn't :) but he is at his lowest right now and got himself checked in into a phyciatric hospital. i do hope he'll be feeling better soon

my ex was thinking about killing himself a few months ago and is still depressed. He just called me, crying and not being able to say a word (it's 4:19 am) and his facebook says "what's there left to say, i'm done talking" so i think this is it and he called to try and say goodbye :s   i'm completly trembling, what if he's killing himself right now?

and i was suposed to see him today but i stayed home to study for my exams...

special thanks to simplewriter and Christina_Haley. What you said helped a lot. x

I knew there would be some fellow fansons I could count on ;)

thanks, I do really can use a hug right now

I know I shouldn't worry. Some day my man will come along, and if he doesn't well then, so be it. But I really do want kids... I should just enjoy the things I like, but it's hard when you're always on your own...

off course I want you to be my friend :) the more, the merrier :)

thanks :)

okay, 3 friends, there is an other fanson I can count on ;)

I'm just feeling so alone. I had the worst holidays I ever had, my boyfriend broke up with me. Somehow I'm losing all of my friends one by one. I feel like I only have two friends right now: my co-worker and my brother's girlfriend. 
Hanson's music has been helping me through a little, but thought of my ex again and I'm crashing again. I'm not a bad person, so why am I always alone? I just need someone 

I was just watching Katy Perry's Last Friday Night and I noticed Hanson had a guest appearance. Party at their show. 

Didn't see Tay though, only seen Ike and Zac.

Anyone else noticed this yet?

thanks for the support. it really means a lot to me.

She's gone :'(

I went to see her again on my lunchbreak today. I sat by her bed, tears rolling down. My aunt put her hand on my shoulder and asked if I was ok and I just broke down.

Then my aunt let me alone with my grandma so I could say a proper goodbye. When I left, I said "bye granny, I love you" and she moaned. :'(

My dad just called me to say she died this evening.

Just came back from my grandma's and she's having a good day today :)

She was sitting in her wheelchair so she could sit at the dinnertable with the rest of the family and she had a little bit to eat. It was a very tiny bit, but hey, it was something. And when you talked to her, she responded, although she only said yes.

Seeing her on a good day, makes you think it's not really for today...

I went to see my grandma on my lunchbreak. My complete family was there and her 2 daughters were already holding her hand and didn't let go so I couldn't hold her.

I was glad that everyone was there because having a death in the family really shows you how much you mean to each other.

When I went back to work I was shaking so badly from crying that I could even close my jacket anymore...

Went back to see her when I finished work. Then only 1 of my uncles was there so I finally had a moment to talk to my grandma, even though she didn't responded anymore and I just sat on the floor next to her bed, holding her hand.  I loosend my grip a little to try and grab a chair, but when I loosend my grip, my grandmy kinda held my hand harder, as if she wanted to say "don't let" go  So I didn't... 

When she's still alive on my lunchbreak tomorrow, I'll go back. But it's okay if she doesn't make it through the night. It's gonna hurt so freaking much, but my grandma is in pain as well, and I don't want her to suffer anymore... 

Thanks guys, seems like I'm getting more support over here than from my own friends...

Thanks,

I hope she's still alive tomorrownoon so I can go visit her again on my lunchbreak. I'm afraid that when I wait till tomorrow evening that I will be to late...

Listening to With you in your dreams in the meanwhile

Only 2 weeks ago, my aunt noticed that the whole of my grandma's breast was blue. She took her to the emergency room and there they saw that my grandma (who is also my godmother) has a tumor the size of a lemon.

But she was still perfectly fine. The doctors kept my grandma in the hospital for a week and then she could go back home.

We could see her get worse day by day...

Just went to visit her and saying "bye granny" was really "bye granny" because it could be any moment now. She's just laying there, with her mouth wide open, making a rattle sound.

I just feel so lost :'(

7 weeks ago I got 2 little rabbits from an animalshelter. After only a week I noticed that the girl, Lana, was hopping on only 3 feet. I held her and noticed that 1 paw was broken.

Went to the vet and she told me to keep it 6 weeks in a little "house" so she wouldn't have a lot space to move around.

Her paw was growing very wrong, in an angle of 45° so I took her the day before yesterday to another vet. She wanted to perform a surgery to fix her paw.

There was already a little wound from all pressure the broken bone was having so she put a bandage around it. Now my rabbit cannot use that leg anymore and is always leaning on her other leg. But this morning I noticed that her good leg also starts having a wound, because of the pressure of leaning on one leg.

This morning she even bit me, and normally she is so sweet.

I'm taking her back to the vet today, but I'm just so scared this won't get fixed :(

I love my little rabbit and I only want the best for her. I hope the vet knows a solution...